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Grew in my Heart: Through Adoption
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Hi! I'm Sarah, mom of two beautiful boys, Isaac and Ezra. I am married the most amazing man, Joe. I am an adoption advocate, an adoptive mom and was featured on season 2 of Oxygen's, "I'm Having Their Baby" which tells the story of our first failed adoption match. In this series, I will focus on the trials and tribulations of adoption as well as all the amazing experiences we've had in the process. I had a million questions and never knew how to find the answers, so it was all live and learn. I hope to share my experience with you, whether you are considering adoption for yourself or you know someone who is, I want to make the once taboo subject something people aren't afraid to talk about. Adoption can be a roller coaster of fun and fear, come along for the ride on ours.
Holidays and Adoption
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Holidays and Adoption

Sarah M. Baker | April 21, 2014 | 01:04 PM

I hope everyone had a wonderful Easter! We were able to go see Ezra's birth parents and siblings on Good Friday since Joe was home from Chicago and we all had some free time. We all had our own things going on for Easter, so it was nice to spend a couple hours hanging out and catching up, plus we got to see their new house! We are all getting together again on Mother's Day weekend to celebrate and I had a little gift picked out for T for Birth Mother's Day to celebrate all 3 of her children, but of course, I couldn't wait that long and gave it to her when we visited. (She knows I am terrible at waiting!)

A year and a half into our adoption, new things are constantly coming up. I am starting to think a lot more about how I will talk about Ezra's adoption with him as he begins to understand what it means. Holidays bring the unique relationship forefront. Having an open adoption and often celebrating holidays together with all our extended family, brings a different dynamic to adoption. Also, things come up between us and his birth parents now as we all try to navigate this process. I LOVE how open J (Ezra's first father) is with us about his feelings on the adoption. He is so honest and addresses things so respectfully. He asked us on Friday what we would like for Ezra to call him and T moving forward. Obviously Mommy and Daddy are reserved for me and Joe, and although J obviously longs for that title a little with Ezra, he also knows that it would be very confusing. We tossed around a couple ideas and landed on just using first names for how Ezra will address them, but Joe and I will still talk to him about who they are. Ezra also has biological siblings. Isaac is Ezra's brother as far as Ezra currently understands, but there will be a time where Ezra learns more about his biological siblings. They are a couple years older than Ezra, so they already have a slightly better understanding of who he is to them.

With holidays, there is also the involvement of extended family and friends. Whether it is on the child's biological side of the family or the adoptive, when everyone get's together, especially the first few times, it can be awkward. The beauty is everyone is so in love with the child, there is that as an instant connection and bond. Sometimes it can be a little strange though for people like me, who are ultra aware of other people's feelings. I am constantly over thinking, protecting, being cautious, and trying to stay politically correct or comforting. So, I may fumble over the introduction when introducing Ezra's birth parents to people. Or I may feel uneasy saying "Come to mommy" to Ezra with his first parents right by me. I may keep a watchful eye on conversations and interactions with different members of the family. With time, these fears are easing as our relationship grows. We all love him so much and we just have to show Ezra that we are all willing to do EVERYTHING it takes to make his life the best we can.

This year's Mother's Day weekend cookout will be our third full family gathering. A few people from my family that weren't able to make it to the first events will be attending, so I am not out of the woods yet with my watchful monitoring, but I am sure it will go great. I know new things will continually come up as we learn to navigate and understand open adoption, but I am glad I have support and amazing people in our journey to help us along.

To participate in the discussion, visit: http://1grewinmyheart.com/2014/04/21/adoption-and-holidays/


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